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GRATEFUL

Hey.. Pernah tak you dapat something unexpectedly? Like kau tak study teruk2 pun.. Tapi kau dapat A, dapat Dean's List. Kau tak pernah aim pun untuk dapat something. Tapi tiba2 kau dpt.. Pernah tak? I came across one tweet ni, Dia kata.. Selama ni dia ingat dia bijak gilaa Study biasa2, tup tup dpt Dean's List.. Rupanya baru dia sedar, tula power of a mother's Doa And memang kita tak expect pun, tpi sbb you mom doakan for you, so Allah bagi Aq takut tau nak apply JPA dlu.. Sebab aq rasa aq x sepandai itu utk dpt JPA.. Tapi, know what? Aq dpt.. Not scholarship, tapi still pinjaman pun dah Alhamdulillah 😇😇 Tbh, aq pun x igt aq ada apply JPA cause mmg aq igt aq tkt nk apply sbb aq rasa aq x pandai.. Tapi well, aq tau mesti mak aq ada doa utk aq berjaya And yes, aq dpt.. Mmg shock namati cause I tak expect langsung.. Even time exam, ofc la aq study namati kan.. Sape je tak Tapi sometimes aq x expect result aq se'good' itu Tula one of the kebaika...

LIVING WITH A DOWN SYNDROME

Hey.. So, as you may or may not know, I have an uncle who's down syndrome He's not a kid okay, he's nearly 50 (49 to be exact) And yet, he can't do anything on his own! He can't wash his own clothes in the washing machine cause he don't know which button to push He can't wash his own dishes without spilling water and food all over the sink and floor He can't pour his own drink without spilling and won't clean it back up He can't drive, can't walk alone And trillion other things that he can't do because of his disabilities So, here I am enjoying my not even one month holiday with him staying with us Well, tbh if he's normal. I won't really care soo much cause he can eat/wash dishes by himself But because he can't, so my holidays actually consist of me babysitting him 😒 It's different when you babysit a kid/toddler, cause you know they'll listen to you Even if there's tantrum/screaming, you know an ic...

Emo

Hey As a girl, I don't think that having your period is a golden ticket to be extra mad/emo to other people. But damn girl, I feel it now 😭😭 I becamepun extra emo, extra moody.. Its not something that I planned to do  But if things aren't going my way.. If people keep on being late and not on time If people keep on not doing their work and not taking it responsibly I became extra emotional this past few days! Yes! I agree that this is all hormonal stuffs And you should not be too emo cause everyone have feelings too Not just you But geng, this is call common sense You made a date/appointment with a person, make sure you're 100% free at that time If you aren't, at least tell them a day before so that s/he can have another plan.. Change the timing or change your schedule. Its not that hard! Do your job as you should You get all the fame, all the title But in the end, your contribution is only 30%. Where's the other 70%.. Its made by other pe...

IS IT A CRIME TO BE NICE?

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Hi. So, yesterday me and my friends lepak kt Nasi Lemak Anjing till like 2am... One of our stories were about love and crushes.. So then, we begin talking bout trust issues and some people are just too nice in this life and we can't really be too nice with people cause this world is harsh.. Although I know that thats the truth, but I asked them a question, " If we know that this world is evil and harsh, then why can't we be the nice one?" Like... Kenapa kita x start dlu? Kenapa we have to be like other people? Why kita nk sama dgn diorg?? Allah said, " be nice to other people even when they're not nice to you!" Thats how Islam teaches us to be! Right now, I am a secretary for one one of UM's project.. So, what I learned from this things is that.. We know our limit! And basically everyone should know that all people have their patience limit. You should know until when can you push him/her until she bursts.. And also, before you think...

LONER?

Hey... So, just feel like wanna write something down. You know when someone is alone and you think that s/he is a loner Well guys. Think again Sometimes some people (including me) need some me time or some time alone We just would like to have some time for us to think, or to sit around and enjoy the nature alone It doesn't have to be a frequent thing to do.. Like for me, I need some me time especially when I am deeply stressed out/had just finished a tiring week/day It just some time to make me recharged my battery and enjoy my life again We may seem like we do not have much friends at that moment But we do We are the ones who choose to be alone at that time to feel our presence. To appreciate ourselves cause who else will appreciate us? Am i right? There's no such things as being called as a loner when you're walking/eating alone Its just your thoughts/feelings No one really cares if you eat alone Its just your insecurities Thats all. Seriously! I...

NO ONE IS TRULY PERFECT

Disclaimer: I do not have any intention to open anyone's aib.. I'm just telling my story.  Hye Do you have friends that adore your family? That always say how your familys' bond are really strong, and you guys are really caring towards each other? Well, I had lots of friends that thought my family was perfect, the caring family, the most lovable family members anyone could have..  But guys, however you see MY family as perfect, it isn't. And will never be cause there's no such thing as a perfect family all the time cause human itself am not perfect Yes, we may look perfect from time to time.  But, to look at it in the time line of a whole, no we're not.  Us, siblings? I may say we're close because we had too We had always watched our parent fought since I was a kid and that thought us that, we need to be close. We need to take care of each other We need to love each other Cause when the quarrel starts, we only had US in the end ...

AKHIRAT

Assalamualaikum and Hi So, lately there's a viral video going around about the Earth is almost going to rotate the other way around. And this caught the idealisation of scientist that if the Earth is going to rotate in the other direction.. thus that means the sun is going to rise in the other direction as well? Does this makes you think of something? The end of the world.. Kiamat.. Akhirat Ladies and gentleman, this past few days had been tiring for me.. Like really tiring I was tired of people, of this world basically Being held responsible for a project when I'm not the actual leader Being asked to do soo many things on short notice Have a hard examination and at the same time am pissed with some people who kept on complaining about petty things Then after listening bout this phenomenon, I realised that all of these things we're currently going through are all duniawi The end is coming to us Why are we still obsessed with the dunya? Why don't we al...