life's_journey

 Hey and Assalamualaikum, all Lama gila tak tulis here. Lolz (who's even reading.. 👀😂) Anyways, just wanna share some memories and stories with anyone and no one..  So, I am legit living by myself in Melaka. 22 year old girl living in Melaka without friends, without family 😢 Time my parents drop me off at Melaka, I was telling myself not to cry in front of them cause taknak diorang pun sedih and risau! Nailed it! But then, balik bilik , nangis sorang2 sambil kemas baju and it hit me again that I AM LEGIT ALONE! FOR THE FIRST TIME!  Macam before this time pergi sekolah asrama, at least I know it's a school. I'm safe in there with the teachers, wardens and new friends. Even time masuk university, my sister is in the same uni and it's a university. There's lots of new people there as well. But now, in Melaka. I am the only new person to this not so big negeri.  huhu, the first few days, of course nangis dowh.. Like it suddenly came to me that I'm working (intern

 Hey, guys. Lama tak tulis kan 😅 So, after one year of going through Covid. What is your conclusion? What have you learnt? What have Covid make you into? For me, and I guess for you too, it must have made you stronger in some ways. But for me personally, it made me love my family more. It taught me that wherever I am, my family is my 'home', my 'safe heaven' and my joy. When Covid was bad in March until July, I could not go back to my hometown, and I cried a lot! I cried cause I miss my house, I miss my parents, my family, I can't really study, everything seems dull and boring to me. I kept getting mad at my surrounding especially the politicians and how my university handle this pandemic throughout the times I was there, in the university. What made me go through it is my flatmates, 7 of us are all in this together. Everyone could not go back, so we rely on one another.  It felt really overwhelming when you can't go anywhere, your parents are in another state

 Hi. I feel like writing tonight.  Do you ever feel like Malay words are really sincere when you use it properly? For example, everyone can say "I love you", but when someone said, "saya Sayang awak". Doesn't it bring an extra warmth and security to it. Like the person really mean it from their heart. That's the meaning of today's topic, 사랑한다구 (I love you) in Hangul/Korean. I watched a kdrama and just finished it today. Hence, I want to write what I learned from this story. You know that when you've been married for too long, sometimes you feel like you hate your partner for the little things he/she did. It annoys the hell out of you. Well, I learned that it's okay to take a time off from each other. It's okay to hate each other for the things s/he forgets. It's okay to feel disappointed towards your partner. But at the end of the day, remember that your partner is the one who's always been there for you from the beginning of your mar