What I learned today #015

Hi. 

So, last week I had went back to UM for a one week preparation for MSKP(MINGGU SUAI KENAL PELAJAR)

So, I arrived early cause my parents nk blk Ipoh on that day too. 

So, I was one of the person yg arrived early at KUAZ, which is my college. 

When I arrived, there are like 3 people in that dorm. Yeah, we stayed in a dorm together but it was fun cause I am from a boarding school. So, it kinda bring back the memories!

During the evening, most ppl had already arrived. AND ALL of them are hayat ppl!

Cmon mann.. I'm from fizikal.So, definitely I don't know any of them. 

Of course I tried talking to them and all, 

But it was hard to be a part of their group cause they had already had their group of friends since Asasi time. 

I felt really alone! SRSLY that was the first time I felt really alone. 

Its not a feeling of wanting friends. 

Its a sense of sadness of why everyone have someone but I don't at the moment. 

So, I ws some of my friends and talk to them. 

Oh, mind you. This happen during the fasting month okay. 

So, I was trying to figure out how the heck am I supposed  to break fast with? Alone?

Plus, no food were provided. Most of them ordered food online with their friends.

Some went out to eat.

And I was like. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DOOOOO??

hahaha

So, after I prayed.

Then one of my friend arrived. 

I reaaaaalllyy am grateful for her presence there.

At last, a familiar face :)

So, what I learned was... 

I never knew what loneliness felt like until that day. 

Its a feeling whereby I felt really left out and what is with me is only my phone. 

So, I learned that whenever a person texted or call you saying that they are lonely. 

Be there for them!

SRSLY!!

so, I think thats all for now.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA GUYS TOMORROW!!!!

<3

XOXO,

yours truly